Crave the Undiscovered...>>

my name is Jason. These are my thoughts and the world as I see it, my diary because i'm too disorganised and already have papers scattered all over my apartment, anyways I hope that maybe i can write something that people can relate to, inspires them, makes them smile, whatever (: . I'm still new to this so i appreciate reblogs or messages, show some love and you'll get some back! also my formspring is http://www.formspring.me/cravetheundisc

search for the answers you don't know yet, doubt the questions, seek wisdom and truth, knowledge is power, perspective is relative, seek your desires, locate what you've always wanted, be yourself and never stop yearning and searching for more, the higher/the better/what attracts you, the treasure in the depths of the sea, the realm of intrigue and what you lust for most... the tempting draw of the unknown realm, the Undiscovered.

i love:-
energy, lethargy (4pm naps), brandy, beer, seduction, temptation, picturesque places, alcohol, partying, dreaming, napping, brainstorms, unconsciousness, feeling ethereal, coffee, caffeine, suits and ties, driving alone at night, mental strength and character, individuality, independence, bass, mutual connection, playing battleship with our eyes, family, memories, old photographs albums (like real photos you can hold), introspection, hand written letters, adrenaline rushes, thunderstorms when your indoors, my two greatest vices/weaknesses, laying down and looking up at the stars and the moon, that feeling when your on holiday and troublefree and it's really hot and you're on the beach at noon and napping after having a few cheeky drinks early, people that have inspired me and supported me and helped me grow (A LOT!) as a person, personal and meaningful text messages, london city life/lights when all the lights are on in canary wharf and it shines off the river, escapism, doing something new and different, spontaneity, blackberry, bb messenger (211F9410).

Nov 21

Anonymous asked: You're beautiful :)

hey, wish you weren’t anonymous because i’m really curious to know who you are now! do you know me? lol thanks a lot for the compliment though ha i don’t think i’ve ever been called that!! x


Oct 24

Sep 26

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.:-

1. be yourself, there’s no need to try and play games with me, just take things as they come and speak your mind and i’ll do the same (be honest, feel comfortable enough to be able to tell me anything and everything, no secrets)

2. make me laugh and be good fun to be around

3. be someone i can turn to for help and advice, be a best friend as well as something more

4. trust me completely and be a person i’m able to trust 100% regardless of who you’re with and where you are

5. be loyal, stand by me when i really need you or i’m at a low point, stick up for me if people slag me off behind my back 

6. be someone i’m proud of, make me pleased to be able to take you out to meet my family and mates

7. inspire me to be better at everything i do and help me make sure that everyday i see you we’re still having more fun than our first date so you still get a rush from being around me

8. be there at night to fall asleep on me and wake up next to me in the morning - be someone i feel like i have a real connection with


Sep 22

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

1. i don’t like talking too much about myself, i’m modest and quite secretive and only really warm to people after a few times of meeting them, but i’m not shy at all if that makes sense and open up a lot once i trust you.

2. i trained as a solicitor…but now i work in music and tv which is actually what i did before i did law. i love it and try to be one of the first in the office every morning.

3. i don’t think i am ever what people expect once they get to know me. get to know me.

4. i carry on tradition.

5. recently i love girls with tattoos. in fact i love girls who have something unique about them.

6. which brings me on to the fact that i want a tattoo, a latin inscription on my back in between my shoulder blades that i’ve wanted for about 5 years but have either had an expected bill or car insurance costs which have stopped me and deep down possibly a tiny tiny bit nervous?

7. i can’t eat if the rooms not well lit. recently my appetite has been mental i could eat a whole meal and then eat the same thing again immediately. despite this i’m still really slim.

8. i work hard but party much much harder, probably a bit excessively. i love having all my mates around me at the weekend.

9. i love when my pillow is cold at night but miss not having anyone beside me, it’s a paradox that is usually the last thing i think about before sleepz. (my sleep pattern is also really messed up and i don’t usually sleep more than 5 hours a night).


Sep 20

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now:-

1. i miss you, i love you. i think of you every single day, i hate the fact that you’re gone. you taught me so much. i hope you’re happy wherever you are. you share in everything good that comes my way and all my happiness - i know you’re with me. and when times are shit you show me that things happen for a reason and keep me as strong, determined and focussed as you always were. i’m thinking of getting something tatooed on my wrist… you always hated tattoos but maybe you’ll like this one x

2. i know i don’t show it enough and recently haven’t been myself, i think i’m just so stressed cuz of work and life is really passing me by fast and i don’t have time to say it - but i appreciate everything you’ve done for me so much, words can’t describe and so i don’t say it, but don’t show it much either. but i’m so lucky to have you in my life, you put me first all the time, would do anything for me and are role models, i try my hardest to make you proud x

3. i know we used to argue sometimes back in the day but you’re the closest family i have, i feel like i can trust you with anything and we’ve both been through heavy shit and got through it all - i will always look out for you and die before i let someone hurt you or disrespect you. i would never want to say such soppy shit to your face because you would take the piss, but i’m gunna miss you so much when you move away :( even though you will have an amazing time and you’ll get so much out of it x

4. i love you like an older brother, i look up to you and go out of my way to help you. you have so much potential and you waste so much of it. i’m sure you have your reasons but you’re not young anymore so you really need to fix up and stop getting me into trouble too. you’re in above your head this time and although you can look out for yourself you need to watch how things turn out bro.

5. i really want to get to know you more, don’t know why, i’ve only met you like 3 times but there’s something about you which makes me a bit nervous and i’m normally confident so now i’m just intrigued. i hope you call me this week and i end up seeing you this weekend. wouldn’t wanna look too keen though so wouldn’t tell you any of that.

6. i’m sorry. you must think i’m just a total prick. i’ve only met you a couple times, but that’s enough to make a really bad impression and you seem like a nice person. i hope you haven’t held it against me, if by chance you’re reading this you won’t think it’s about you, so if you are reading this and think there’s a tiny tiny chance i’m talking about you… trust me, i’m talking about you!! there are reasons why i can’t say this to your face or i would.

7. fucking sort it out. man you boys aren’t kids anymore, you fall out all the time and make going out and arranging nights out so difficult. you create tensions and awkwardness over the most pathetic shit, it’s such a shame cuz everyone used to be so tight now i have to pick who i go out with really carefully and divide my time equally so i don’t offend someone else. seriously?!

8. you deserve so much more than to be let down all the time by some total arsehole who can’t even see how lucky he is to have even had a chance with you. i’ve told you that but you don’t believe me, i can’t understand - he treats you like shit, cheats on you and is actually ugly too. most guys would jump at the chance to be with you, why do you sell yourself so short?!?!

9. you’re like a brother to me, we grew up together, i’ve known you like 10 years but you have a serious problem and you need help. i’ve tried everything i can do to make you see this but i can’t do anymore and it’s getting to the point where i want to see you and catch up but being around you is so negative and depressing at the moment, i only see you out of duty and loyalty and don’t really look forward to it anymore which is sad.

10. you’re a legend, you been through so much shit and you’re still here still going and prove it time and time again. respect that! you’ve pulled me along when i’ve had my mad moments and i think i’ve done the same for you and we still have the fucking craziest nights!

*riddled with spelling mistakes and bad grammar - don’t care i’m shattered, not proof reading.


Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

Saw this, thought it might encourage me to post more, as my tumblr is dying and I don’t write anything meaningful at all, ever. Doubt i’ll get through it though.


Sep 18

hey who’s on twitter?!

all my lovely followers who have twitter should follow me, i think i’ll be able to post more consistently on twitter!

@jasesixx

also i don’t really understand what twitter does but people can enlighten me.


Sep 12
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This is a Tumblr Cloud I generated from my blog posts between Jun 2010 and Sep 2010 containing my top 20 used words.

Top 1 blogs I reblogged the most:


Sep 9

Modestep Debut Live Show @ 93 Feet East, Shoreditch - 14th September

Hey, any of you reading this please check out this event, it will actually be immense, I wouldn’t waste my time making people aware of shit so even if you just skim read this quickly click this to see what i’m talking about…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vM2rNnDByN4

 

Live dubstep from some of the UK’s most exciting emerging talent, this event guarantees a unique experience featuring live percussion, synth, bass, drums etc. from a headlining band who are already developing a reputation for blowing heavy duty speakers wherever they go… Prepare for a great night which any genuine music lover would appreciate!

Line-up: Modestep, BYOB, DJ Orien, DJ Chronos
Location: 150 Brick Lane, Shoreditch, E1 6RU
7pm till late, tickets £9 ——> http://www.livenation.co.uk/event/18414/
modestep-tickets
www.modestep.co.uk


Sep 7

MOVIDA TONIGHT ANYONE?

hey tumblerettes, haven’t been on here in a long time… been real busy with work it’s a good thing though :)

i am going to a launch party 2nite at movida in the west end, i was meant to be going with someone but now they can’t come :/ so i have a free pass, free entry and free drink all night which i don’t want to waste! hardly anyone else can come cuz it’s so last minute and the trains are so fucked today.

but if anyone is in london and wants something good to do, message me!!!! lol could be the best thing you do today!?


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